I'm kinda at the frustrated that it went so far and there was no way to stop it.

I have an AP as PRN for when my thinking is 'off' but your thinking isn't off when your suicidal ( Go brain for rationalizing nonrational thoughts) I'm on viibryd ( which is suppose to be an AD/AP and pdoc doubled it the time before last which stopped the visions of gory suicide that were playing in my head and the hour long crying spells. Two weeks ago he added welbutrin 100 sr. I did well on welbutren with last pdoc but there's warning against if for people with eating disorders so current pdoc said "no, never" to welbutrin the first time I walked in years ago.

My husband asked me to wait the 2 wks, but it was clear neither of us expected me to. I think the welbutrin runs out early around dinner.