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Originally Posted by vantonius
Today shes all of the sudden contact me on Line chat again ( she was blocking me already but seems like she open the block just for a moment cause shes blocking me again now ) said sorry for yelling and get mad at me, also told me how she miss me and cant stop crying ( i dont buy that shes crying for me at all ) i try to calm my self down and pretend that im ok and doing pretty good, so she starts to yell and blame me again then block me again. Now this makes me getting confused and angrier at this drama.. cause on one hand i want her back, the other hand i know that if i keep hoping that or even think bout that.. i will get hurts even more.
So thank you for sharing me your story and the method you are using, ive been using a similliar method but yours seems better and i will try that and hope it helps.
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I know that hearing from her and telling you she misses you is all you want. Believe me that's all I pray for every day. I don't know the specific situation but think really hard before you allow yourself to be back with this person. One thing is to love somebody. And again I don't know if she does. And another thing is to miss somebody because they are lonely. And so you become a distraction until they find something better and you will be back to square 1 again. Built yourself up and find real love. Someone that will value you and love you. I know is easier said then done. I only wish that my ex would realize all his mistakes and want me back but deep down I know the truth. I know it won't hapend. Even if he did. So much has happened. So much I had to face alone. Just keep praying for strength and faith to keep going. For the two of us. Stay strong