Haven't been officially diagnosed yet, but a lot of what I do fits. And much of it, looking back, is embarrassing - the patterns, the lack of filters, the impulsive decisions and behavior, the fact that people know something is wrong...
Maybe the worst is that my daughter has to put up with it, trying to decide what to say and what not to say to people, what it does to our relationship, how it affects her. I feel like a failure in her eyes.
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