I don't get very close, or attached to other people, but it happened 6 months ago with someone. We got pretty close, I told this person things I've never told other people before, he told me stuff too, I got the feeling we'll be friends for life, I thought we were really connecting with each other, I finally found someone who's like me.

Suddenly, he stops talking.... for no reason..., doesn't even acknowledge my existence, like I'm some ghost he can't see. It made me feel really, really horrible. I decided to ignore him too, but then I realized I'm not that kind of person, so I confront him, I ask him if there's a problem between us.

He says something along the lines of 'Forget whatever happened between us, I tried to be your friend, but it just didn't workout for me'

What does that even mean? How can I be ok with this? I feel like trash, I think I was treated like a piece of paper, he just crumpled me up and threw me into the trash after he scribbled all over me.

I want everything I said to him, back. every emotion I shared with him, I need them all back. They're not cheap, I value them. The way he just got 'rid' of me, made me doubt my OWN character, I'm starting to wonder if I have flaws.

As fate would have it, I come across this person every single day of my life right now, I'm trying to change it, get out of his way. I want some kind of closure, it's stressing me out, really bad. Sometimes I want to let all my anger out on him, let him know how I horrible I feel,

I think I was fooled, I won't ever do the same mistake again, It hurts so much right now. Maybe I'm too weak, but I'll never get close to someone again.