I remember I had sexual impulses as a toddler in kindergarten (I would have been 4). There was this girl who I was "close" to, and on occasion I would be driven like a moth to a flame by this incredibly powerful impulse to hug her as tight as possible. I imagine she was very confused (as was I since I didn't really understand what I was doing or what to do). I can recall there was definitely a sense of frustration coupled up with all that other emotion since I was clearly looking for some outlet for these infantile sexual feelings, but didn't know how to obtain it.
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Originally Posted by LazarusIII
Wow, most ppl I've talked to about this makes me feel atypical. Hit puberty @ 12 and had no conception of sexuality before (raised in a Mormon home). For the first week, I had constant erections so mostly just focused on this new found pleasure I didn't understand. Then I realized that guys were what caused my arousal and that's it. Pretty boring and straight forward.
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I find this very bizarre. First off, because in my experience puberty is a process not a moment in time. Girls have their first period but boys don't have a similar event to compare it to. I for one had many erections (which I didn't really understand as arousal) long before I developed any pubic hair. I started masturbating (first rubbing on things, later jacking off) around 11.