After a fight with my mum I got super depressed and angry and hopeless.
I have a really really STRONG urge to cut. And it is taking ever ounce of will power I have not to do it. I'm about to give up and I just need help please.
I've tried to text my friends for help but they are all asleep. I'm going to hurt myself and I can't stop it from happening. Please. How do I control myself?!

(I am also feeling the urge to do something that I can't say on PC)

I know that all of this is in my head but I still can't control it. All I can do is ask for help.