I just miss them soo much. I want to say I want them. I want no other. I should have chosen them when I could- now I live with regret. I see them everywhere, (do the double take) but its not them- its my reflection of what I want to see; but never will.
I have everything and nothing. Life is perfect except for one thing my heart was stolen away and I have never fully got it back. I have tried to be tough - act like I'm fine: but I never will be. I am incapable of loving another. I think they have ruined me for all others.
Arghh...douche**