My biggest concern I guess is that I scored 100 on borderline personality disorder, and I think I have it I've thought I've had it for a long while. See, my issue here is, not a single psychiatrist will diagnose me. They don't even think I have a mood disorder. How do I prove this? It's not fair..... And DID, too. I have no idea if I have that. I don't remember things I say or do when I'm freaking out until someone shows me or tells me. There's a normal me, an evil me, and a really euphoric side of me.