I just wanted you to call me, to make sure I was ok, to protect me, to help me feel better..........I wanted you to take care of me. I realise I may have wanted you to be the mother that I never had. S h I t!!!!!!!!! What is that???

Why do you never respond? I am going crazy here. I really need support today. I am totally alone and completely freaking out. My last day at my job and no-one is here to say goodbye - I hate life.