So, I posted on FB about the fact that I was abused as a child and am volunteering for an event to support survivors.

My brother wrote a scathing post on my page. He called me a compulsive liar, attention seeker and other words and names I cannot put on here, but they were the worst of the worst. He even went as far as to name people, something I did NOT do.

My step-aunt got on there and said her father never did anything to me and that my step-mom was a great mother, etc.

The post was 30 posts long. My brother called me a RAPIST! When I called him out on it, he would not speak of it. He just said that he forgave me a long time ago. I BEGGED him to tell me what I did. He called me a VERY foul name and disowned me. I have now lost almost every single family member on my dad and step-mom's side.

I was shipped off at the age of 12 because I was uncontrollable. I did do some horrible things, but rape is inconceivable to me!

I now have lost about 25 people from my life. It's difficult, but I think it would be harder, had they been in my life more. My biggest loss is my sister and niece. I will never see them again and never talk to them again. This is going to eat me up.

The "rape" incident is devastating me...to think that I did that and don't remember anything about it....*sigh*