C.O., I'm just really getting into talking about the CSA, so I may not be able to address the whole 'recovery' part, but I wanted to tell you that talking about these things does get a little easier as you go on.

I realize in some ways I was 'lucky' in that my abuser was female and I am a straight female. It hasn't caused me all that many sexual issues. [Okay, I did once punch my husband when he wouldn't stop doing something when I asked him to, but that aside ...]