Tomorrow I have an appointment with my T. He wants to attempt this talking about Childhood experiences stuff again. I have more tools now and we let a bit of time pass since the last attempt on the subject. I know its important to do, but that doesn't make me want to do it any more. My worry is how this coverstation is really going to go? what kind of questions will he be asking? What am I suppose to say back? what are the things I am going to experience when we do talk about it? will I be ok after the session?