I lost my therapist in a bad way and I also am grieving very deeply. I never thought it would end the way it did and I would feel so much pain and grief.

Time has helped some. It really has. Are you going to be seeing someone else? I am not sure why your therapy is ending. I will try to go back and read your posts.

Just know that there are lots of us who are grieving and getting through this. It's one day at a time. Try to take the good that you learned and hold onto that. Don't deny the pain and grief though because it is very real and very strong. I am sorry you are going through this and I wish I had just the right thing to say.