I've tried that, it doesn't really work. I get hung up on about 3000 versions of the same thing, and only ever when I'm in a position where I can't do anything about it, like when I'm at work. And it doesn't just come as a straightaway picture or idea, It's like everything's in a hazy mist that I have to wrestle and fight with to get the smallest bit of information, and by the time I have, I can't do anything with it. Eventually, all I end up with is a few scattered bits and pieces of something that no longer have any actual relevance to each other anymore, and to try and reconnect them I have to go through the whole thing again.

And it just makes me absolutely furious that other people just have these epiphanies and know exactly what they want to do as soon as they put themselves to it.