Unfortunately, this would have gotten me fired. There's a lot of things I would do if I let my darker mind take over.... none of them are good ideas. I just have to keep it from being a thought loop....

But... also then my walking buddy.... god... she pisses me off. We can't even discuss. She just got a yorki-chahuauau, so I was telling her how it took us 4 years to housetrain our yorki. But now, the big dog that moved in with my MIL is unpotty training because ot it (and she pees like a gallon.) So this friend goes off "You should do this and you should do that. You should demand this and demand that." And it's like STFU lady! You don't live in my house. You don't have to deal with all the issues people I live with have. It's not so easy to tell a woman with bipolar mixed with boarderline personality distorder and psychosis that she has to train her dog - her most charished companion,- to fix it or the dog goes.... hahaha. No. it's just so annoying dealing with peopel who think they know everything because their simple little lives are so easy vs. your life where every moment is a possible confrontation.

And then to get to sit here for another hour trying to undo all the things some random lady did just because she decided she can just scream at the mentally ill girl and push her over the edge.....