I've been conditioned to pretend everything is ok for my entire life. When it's not.
I feel like I should do everything on my own and I feel weak for not being able to.
For me this extends to physical illness as well. Haven't seen a doctor in five years. Even then I only went a couple of times and then just dealt with the back pain on my own.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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