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I posted about this before but I guess it was to long to read, not sure. I will try to keep this short but I really need help with bad memories that have resurfaced after many years. The strange part is that these memories shouldn't be as traumatic as they feel. They feel as painful as they did many years ago. It is about Girls my husband dated before me. Being 14 at the time, he was 19, and hearing too many details about girls he dated from his friends and mother. I don't know why I am hurting over this now, why is it coming back? I have very low self esteem and always have. I feel like they were so much better than me, better looking etc. I remember the details so clearly. I even remember their names and looked them up on FB, talk about bringing more pain to myself! This is all so strange and has taken over my life! It is on my mind constantly.
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