Dear T,

I don't want to leave you. I like you. I have affection for you. I know you're not helping me, but my money's just as good, right? Please don't make me leave you. I'm not ready. Maybe someday I will be, but right now I can't stand the thought of being abandoned all over again, or feeling like I missed an opportunity to work with you on stuff that you can help me with. Please don't make me leave.