First off I want to say I am sorry for my fisrst resonse it was a little harsh.. and I should not have worded it the way I said it..
I know anyone at any age can have the feelings you are having, no matter how young or old you are.

I was in a very bad place when I responded and I should not have responded to your post, but I did, and for that I am sorry, I did not mean to come off as harsh, or as something I am not..

I have been where you are, and some days still can symptiaze with you ok.
But sucide (sp) is not an option, even if you do think it would be easy, it's not..
1. Think of all the people you would hurt
2. THink of all the loved ones you would leave behind
3. How would your family feel?
4. How would you feel? ( this is the quetion) that no one ask.. But how would you feel, Think about that one... you do feel now, and you have to think about it, before it is done. and you would still be thinking of it, or you would not have posted it on here Right......

How do you feel??? Why do you think it would be so Easy?????

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take time to heal thyself before trying to help others, or you will never get better