I'm coming out of a depression but my water is now due to be shut off, insurance was canceled, and I don't even know about electric or internet. I have to dismantle my suicide plan or at least find the flaw and my son is currently on his way home. I have no one to borrow money from and I don't get money for a week even then I'm not sure if I can get back on track.

Any ideas would be apressiated especially dismantling the suicide plan and what would you do with your SI tools given that you don't want them staring you in the face.