Maybe it's from growing up and asking to many questions to my parents. They'd always respond,"I don't care, look it up." Or "what's wrong with you" or being told by my parents and siblings that my only couple of friends were bad to hang around with because they didn't have parents...and so much more.
All this added together builds up just a tad bit of shame I think. I could never have feelings in my house or I'd be shunned. How could you not feel shame when you are taught, since a baby, to ignore feelings?
RRRRRAAAAAAANNNNNNTTTT......!
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