Hello Inky.
I am very sorry that you are having a hard time at this time. Sometimes when things are not going right with your medicalt treatment then you ned to try to get someone else involved that will help you get the treatment you need such as a case manager. A good professional mental health agency wil have case managers to help people that have a problem getting htings done at the level they feel they need and deserve. If you talk to your therapist your therapist can help arrange for you to have a case amnager to help you along your way to getting the help you need. I hope things get better soon. Take care soidhonia