I'm so sorry your hurting so much, I really feel for you as its a very difficult time. Its such an unnatural thing to cut off from a person who you've shared your most intimate thoughts with & who understands you perhaps, better than anyone else.

After two years of therapy I terminated around 8 weeks ago, I miss my T every day as he profoundly changed my life for the better - I miss talking to him, seeing him, just knowing that he would be there for me; the gratitude I feel is immeasurable. Be kind to yourself, the pain does ease & this time will pass. We're here for you