Moving to a new house down the street is crazy stressful so moving to a new country would be beyond beyond stressful. Most of the times I have moved, especially big moves, I have had a bit if adjustment disorder for awhile. It sucks. Moving sucks for anybody. With our neuro atypical brains is is even worse. I am sure this is an enormous adjustment for you and maybe just maybe it will get better someday.

It is really hard to feel connected to anyone especially when you first move. It feels so isolating and impossible and lonely. But you know what you are not invisible right now. Your words spoke to my heart and I clicked reply so I could connect with you.

You are in an extremely difficult and stressful situation and you have the sensitive kind of brain chemistry that bonds us all here, plus as you said your man is not with you tonight. The disappointment that brought combined with everything that you have going on has probably pushed you into a low. I know what that is like.

Thanks for sharing your feelings with us. I really hope tomorrow you wake up feeling better in some way.