Stay strong honey! We're here for you! My advice (for now) is retreat, relax, regroup, refocus, and when you're well rested- regain control of the situation. You need time to take care of You, so you'll be able to take care of everything else. Pace yourself, a little at a time so you don't keep getting overwhelmed. Close your eyes , take deep , slow breaths, & focus your energy on remaining calm. Try to clear your mind of the negative energy, & only allow the positive energy in. You can do this! There's got to be a way to turn this thing around to your advantage. You just have to "keep it together" until we figure out how.