It was like someone else overtook me.
She swerved to hit my car and I swerved so she would miss
I was doing the speed limit, but she did nto care she did not look, did not use a turn singla, nor did she care if she hit me or not
Rage took over, in a way I have never felt before???It seemed like I was not me...
I speed up, to match her, She stayed in front of me , got in the same turn lane I was in, and I put my car in park, and got out of my car walked up to her window and yelled at her,
Me yelling at a woman in her car for almost hitting my car..
With me and brandi, and Jessica in the car..
( i have never did this before) I am not this type of person [crying]

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I still do not know what overcame me yesterday when this happend, It went past anxeity, and went to a rage I do not ever want to see in me again.. I was ready to kill this person for almost running me into oncoming traffic...
I was shaking so hard, my teeth were chattering with my arms and legs, and every other part of my body.. I have only gotten this made once before when someone hit me..

I do not understand this,, First the anxiety attacks now the uncontrolled "outburts" of anger???? Where is this all coming from????

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take time to heal thyself before trying to help others, or you will never get better