Thank you, Ravynsvoid it did help me to think that God accepts me for me, no matter my illness.
I have certainly realized his amazing patience with me. I have felt like that one lamb out of 100 that went astray. God surely has demonstrated to me that he loved me and had patience enough in me to leave the other 99 unattended for a short while (not abandoning them, of course) but to take the time to lead me back to the flock
I know God sees the beauty that is in my heart, while nobody else does. That's all I need, especially when all I am being is judged and persecuted and labeled and whatnot without truly given the chance to express my own things within my heart and to be truly listened to and heard.
I've always loved Gods sense of humor, too....the platypus has always reminded me of this humor <3 what a precious creature it truly is