The date passed My husband told me tonight that I didn't tell him I was suicidal, but I gave him all the things and told him to hide them so I don't get how he didn't realize. He's the one that asked me to go to the crisis center. (He says because I had been depressed for so long and started SI) I think it was a " I'm going to block this out kinda thing" He said that if he knew I had a detailed plan and date he would have called my t, his t, and both pdoc's and would have dealt with the first one that picked up. He's really, really mad. I made it worse by not mentioning it at all to T today.

Do you think if I wrote the whole thing down for T it'd be used against me later?

I guess I should be happy that he's no longer upset about the bills.