It is late at night with another bout of insomnia. I am saying to myself: "Do not go on Amazon and buy something". I am now saying this over and over and over like a religious mantra. I need to be strong. I need to be strong. (OMG here I go again) It is like a very itchy scab that I am trying not to scratch. Fortunately, my debit card only has $30 on it. Then there is that credit card...