It took me hours to "clam" down.. I still feel weird in a sense..
I do not know why I jumped out of my car and ran up to her's..
That is what bothers me the most I quess, for I have never did that..
I have people cut me off, and I just cuss them out and go on.. But this time, something "snapped" and I just almost snapped myself I think..

I posted this to be able to do just what you said talk it through with others, to try and sort it all out.. Talk to my boyfreind helped a little, but he always give me the same answer "it will all be ok".. I soemtimes get tired of hearing that..
I want someone to talk to me, try to do waht you all do on here.. Why can I not get that offline???????????????

Something is not correct, or I am just overreacting I am not sure, But she sparked something in me, that I do nto like.. I can still feel the "rage" in me now, and I am trying to get rid of it, in safe ways, like playing games online, or writing poems.. but that is no longer helping.. Which is also starting to worry me, cause those are my "safe" outlets.. My body is craving somehting else and I have no idea what it is..

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take time to heal thyself before trying to help others, or you will never get better