Brittani, I know exactly what you mean, I had a doctor do that to me once and walked out of his office crying. Some general practitioners are not familiar enough with young people or specialized disorders to understand how hard it is just to seek out help. That first appointment with counseling is a big step and I hope it helps. It can be really frustrating in the mean time to know that you are behaving in a way you can't seem to control. Try to find a quiet place that is very comfortable to you and tell yourself to take one thing at a time. It sounds silly but sometimes helps me when I am frustrated and overwhelmed, which can be often. I wish you luck, you are going to be just fine.