Confidence. ok, yes i can do this! and i will definitely take up your always wonderful advice and go with it. i will also bring up what im doing on this site and on youtube and that way is she ever wanted to check out my videos, she could have that option too. i really do feel a bit better about this now, thank you. and i'm not going to let this be the focus of my day either.

Your right, if i can open up to you guys so much here as well as on youtube, then i should definitely be able to with her. and i like the ideas that you had to about allowing her basically to help me or to take the lead.