Ugh, okay. I should add, we flirted and stuff. He talked dirty and I kind of engaged him in that behavior. That is why I feel bad.

I am seeing a counselor but haven't seen her in a few months- things have been good. Up until now. So when I hated myself before, I even double hate myself more now. If that's even possible.

My ex husband cheated on me with a woman he is now married to. It started via texting. I'm the person I hated. I AM HER.