Hey. I'm sorry things aren't going so badly for you right now.

Are you able to talk to someone about Psychcentral? Even if you don't like the psychologist... Maybe if she takes a look at Psychcentral and sees some of the wonderful supportive posts (and sees that it is moderated in part by a psychologist) then she will put in a word for the place so you can still come here.

The might be worrying about what kinds of people you are chatting to. Whether people are trying to get money from you or meet you IRL or are giving you terrible advice... If they see that it is a good form of support they might feel differently. Maybe you could print out a thread where people have been supportive to you?