No. She's just been doing basic assessment stuff, asking me about my childhood, family, friends, memories, etc to try to get a fuller picture of my life...I might talk about it with old T when I see her tomorrow, but I don't think she will be particularly helpful.

Honestly, I just want to go in tomorrow and cry and say, "I'm sorry, T! Please just love me."

Yeah, that's not going to happen. Also, she wouldn't.