I don't feel well at all. My body hurts, I have sores on my mouth that are either herpes or poison something to go with the rash on the rest of my body. The dogs bring in the oils from plants to which I am allergic and bang, I am covered. I'm thirsty and I am sad. Just sad, long day. Daughter with an MRI which took my whole morning from work. After I dropped her off at her friend's I got a drink and some lysine and was sitting at my desk when my cell phone rang. I was ten minutes late for a meeting with an attorney. Luckily she was five minutes away. I left there and went to therapy, mornful stuff needs to be dealth with, left there and went to my daughter's pediatrician, or rather the cute young woman who just finished her residency who is covering for the pediatrician. My daughter is having a major ocd flare up and is not sleeping. She cried in front of this young, kind doc which is a big thing. She is consulting with the regular doc who is off doing a psychiatric residency. There are no psychiatrists around here. Those who are are booked 6 months out. Love our pediatrician but my youngest is 16 1/2 . So there is my kid frail as all get out and I can see the ocd taking over her life. I am starting to feel again after a not so fun battle with depression, and I am sick, itchy and in pain. I am tired and my job has suffered these past two days as kids have needed me more. All this when I worry, Can I do my job? I wish I could just feel better in my body and the rest wouldn't be so bad.