Today I am a bit weepy, feeling frightened, and on the brink of crisis. Tomorrow I will see a new psychiatrist for a new patient evaluation. Being between docs is disconcerting. I feel like I am floating in limbo. I have had to change doctor and therapist at the same time and it has turned by world of moods upside down. Old ideations have resurfaced. I am hoping April will be a much better month for me.