Hi ToeJam, I'm sorry today was hard for you, but that's not at all about you not getting there. New techniques, approaches can take a bit of practice and time to work, or to work as well as they can. Now you are gathering them, picking up more, starting to get to grips with them. You are moving forward. But really hope tomorrow will be better for you.
And.........you know where we are, right!!
Alison