Over the last year I have had several episodes of blackouts in which I apparently was functioning normally but I have no memory of. For example I signed up to take a cpr class for work. I don't remember going. But apparently I went because the instructor came to me the other day and gave me my certificate and thanked me for helping her carry the equipment back to her car ! My laundry gets done and I don't remember doing it. My husband has made mention of things we did together but I don't remember. I've also had increasingly more hallucinations than I ve had before. Usually I just hear faint voices that sound like someone standing behind me whispering. Now the voices are louder and I ve started to have visual hallucinations as well> I see shadow people. I used to be able to take a zyprexa and it would go away but it doesnt seem to help anymore. I'm scared of the blackouts and Im afraid to tell anyone because I really don't want to end up in the psych ward. Any ideas ?