I feel things deeply during the week but when I get in session it's gone. All I feel is fear and walls. Would this be disassociation? It's very difficult to talk about things when I can't feel it on the moment. BTW, the fear is from feeling like my therapist will get "too close" and it's why I started therapy, to build relationships that are always shallow. How can I fight my walls and get in tuned with my emotions? My T says the walls are the root of my transference but clearly he doesn't know how powerful my erotic transference is lol.

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