I've asked about this on here before and I did receive some good answers, but I thought I'd pose it again in hope that someone might be able to relate to this and possibly give me some insight into what this might be. Would appreciate any answers.
Basically, I get these occasional times where my thoughts become really loud and I sort of lose control of them. They say the most random things, too. When they start they usually last for hours or sometimes days, in which case they'll likely keep me up all night. They sometimes say stuff that makes sense but most of the time they say the most random things that make absolutely no sense at all. On the rare occasion they'll say something like 'you're a cheeky b*stard', but not often. Most of the time it's just random babble, but there's nothing I can do to stop it and it's really loud inside my head.
Also, I want to emphasize that I'm not actually 'hearing' these loud thoughts, but they are loud in the sense that they overpower my own thoughts and block them out. They're basically too loud for my head. I don't know if that makes any sense.
I've been on antipsychotics for about 4 months and before I was on them I used to get loud thoughts rather regularly, maybe once a week, but since I've been taking antipsychotics I must have only had them two or three times.
Is this psychosis? OCD? Anxiety? Bipolar? I'm going to ask my psychiatrist when I next see her but my appointment with her is a while away and I wanted to see what the people here thought about it. I appreciate any answers. Thanks