Thank you, let's wait for tomorrow (well, I asked for a change so I hope she will at least confirm or deny the switch as I wouldn't even know what I'm supposed to do on that day if I don't hear anything). The worst thing is that I'm worried about her as silly as it may sound.
Thanks Leah! I'll try to be kind to myself and patient.

And yes it's my insecurity and I hate that I can see she read my text and when.
I feel so rejected by everyone here, this was the worst day to ask for a change, but who knew. On one hand I wish T told me she doesn't want to hear from me anymore, so I could cry, vent and grieve properly for all the ruptures I'm having in these 2 days and then leave everything behind. But she probably won't.