Sweepy, I can relate how this felt for you. The first time someone asked me the exact same question, I had a similar reaction. I am so glad you are able to start talking about all of that difficult stuff now and you are so courageous and brave for doing that. I always keep you in my heart, you know that and I will be in your pocket tomorrow, sweet friend.
You are very special and very strong!

Love,
Amelia