Rainbow I am conflicted because in the one hand I am ecstatic that your t is allowing this again because it heals and helps you! Only you know what you need and you have been clear and concise that this is good for you, on the other hand I am worried about this pattern and it feels like t likes to have total control here and give you something and take it away again.

In a way she is recreAting the patterns of your childhood that caused this longing in you. I am trying not to be harsh and constructive but I am worried that when your t thinks that this isn't helping you again she will take it away and you will regress back to your inner child again and feel abandoned and rejected all over again

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