Social skills are emphasized and valued a lot more than talent and knowledge, which is very frustrating and intimidating for people who struggle with the qualities you have listed. I often wonder if I will ever work and find my place in this social world too. Thinking this can be so discouraging and depressing.

Maybe you can find a way to make a living by working in conservation.

I wish, I had something more hopeful and helpful to contribute. I feel for you. I just don't know how to word it here.