Oh yeah... I agree that it is weird... E.g. yesterday, when my T was talking at some point I said "sorry but I think I do not listen to you", she was glad that I told her that and asked me if I am aware when/why I stopped listening, so I said something like "yeah, you were talking about this and that, and then something about this and that..." and actually I told her what she was more or less talking about so it looks that I did listen but I thought that I didn't - that was really weird...