Thanks... this is exactly what I needed. I know things will be rough for a while, and I do trust my T. I know she only has my best interest at heart, but at the same time I'm scared I won't be able to make all these changes or that I'll end up feeling worse.

In the past every time a T pushed me to take a leap of faith everything went wrong. And no matter how many times I told them so and warned them, they didn't believe me until exactly what I predicted happenned.

I know this time it's different because my family is not invlved, but I can't forget all the bad experiences I've had.