Thank you so much! I guess that is one of my biggest fears. I really fear that I'll never feel this way again - about anyone. And even more , that no one will ever make me feel the way she does. I guess those feelings are all part of the grief/healing process, but I hate them none the less .

There's a quote from a movie I love ... It really sums it up...
"I'm afraid of walking out of this room and never feeling again , for the rest of my whole life , the way I feel when I'm with you."

Yea, that pretty much says it. Whyyyy on earth did it have to be a therapist....why couldn't I have fallen for a "normal" person this way? Ugh.

But hey, thanks again Growly! I appreciate the empathy and understanding