I was raised baptist and my family was super into it when I was young. I really cared about my beliefs as a child until I felt forsaken after all the abuse happened to me and when I developed so many illnesses. I never understood why I had such a horrible childhood, I feel like I'm being punished for something that I didn't do.

I really want to belong to something that is kind of religious like maybe Buddhism since it appeals a lot to me. I still believe in a higher power, but I'm not exactly sure who that higher power is.