oh I didn't mean for this to become about me!

No I haven't been able to manage three or more meals/snacks a day for over 5 years... when I moved the insurance co. took it as a sign to quit providing a house keeper/cook for me... so I have only eaten once a day for all this time... at a restaurant usually mid afternoon...

so nothing else changed but the topamax and also, the MD has been decreasing my pain med, so that and the pain is of course being sensed more...

I am seriously non nourished! My iron is 7.4. I spent my own money on this, even though is should have been convered by ins. (not only due to my injury and inability to do these things, but also due to the injury and my jaw problems and not chewing food) spent $600 and he gave me iron pills that my body refuses... makes me terribly nauseated and ... well I told them I had already tried them ( my md and I had tried all the iron pills and that's why Iwent to him) so he said to take them for 6 months and then go back so I asked, I can't go to the bathroom for 6 months??? no, don't take them if they make you sick. Well, I had already told him that. That was that. $600 bucks.

Then my neurologist wrote that I was non compliant with the other doctor for my iron. huh? I paid him over $400 twice for that info.

Sorry. More info than you asked for. can't do it on my own. Can't coordinate any help. can't fight my doctors and attorney for help. Tried. Tired. Passive suicide.

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